It's ok to like things that other people love...

Yeah... so what? I like crappy teenager comedies... the immature humor makes me laugh. Eugene Levy... he's cool. I like crappy pop punk music. I like what I like, and i'd like you to shut the FUCK up. Ok, so I prefer the fake... it makes everything easier for me... better to be yourself with someone you don't know rather than someone who you do know. I wish it were 3-4 months ago... bleh.

BLEH!

So anyways... i'm going to listen to Sum 41... I like them... always have and always will. Ain't you special? No, you're not.

Fuckin' Chuck Norris

What's the point of having close friends when all they do is let you down? It's better to simply have acquaintances. If they do flake on you, then one is not apt to be upset. Is it possible that i'm just too trusting, thinking that when someone says that something will happen, they will make that something happen? Or is it everyone else that is skewed? Who is right here? I can honestly say that I have 3 relationships working for me... the rest are all fucked up. I guess in the end The Huntress was right... friends just stab you in the back, what's the point in having them? Friend are only good for getting close enough to stab one in the heart. Well worth the worry? I think not. My simple friendships are best, and I like them the way they are... everything is easier with them. There are no lies, or excuses, it's all out there, and even if it isn't, I care not. FUCK FRIENDS.

Is the joy one gains in a friendship worth the sadness that sometimes comes with it?

Are all the sacrifices I make for my friends now, worth what will come to pass because of my past actions? Are friends worth having? I have found more friends then I thought I would ever find here in Arizona. They all have their positives and negatives, but overall I enjoy all of them. I often point out their problems, I know I have many flaws myself, and to point out obvious flaws in others is kind of messed up. But seeing that everyone isn't perfect brings me to the reality that I don't have to be perfect either. But does it mean that I can take their flaws and mix them with my own? Can't I just be my own person? Why can't I be myself? Why am I different to everyone? Why can't everyone just see me for who I am? Because I don't show who I am to people I call friends... I lie to my friends... hoping that their opinion of me will stay high. Isn't that absolutely horrible? What kind of friend am I? And what kind of opinion do I have of my friends that I think me saying one odd thing around them will change their entire view of me? I guess i'll just have to be honest with myself more... so I can be honest with my friends about myself.

That boys and girls is what we like to call a rant... it's pointless blathering on and on about nothing... but if you really look, like REALLY hard... then you might just see something about you, or about an encounter with you. I've mentioned you all... does it still make my rant pointless? (When I say you, I mean all the people that I call friends... and I call alot of people friends, so it's better to assume that I think you're a friend. Cause I probably mentioned you.)